Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts
Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Chasing Moonlight


Chasing Moonlight

On the drive home from practice tonight,
the heavy, yellow moon floats,
low and full,
inviting.
 
Caught, we pull over,
stop in the parking lot of our condo complex;
stumbling over rocks and dips in the green grass,
we walk to the lake and search for the moon
past the water fountain,
over the trees,
around the buildings,
through Laina’s tired grumblings.
No moon.
 
Hide and seek.
Catch me if you can.
Go straight, I command,
walking through the field,
the moon…
My foot slides on a slippery, dark object.
I scream.
The girls run so fast to the safety of the parking lot
and artificial lights—
Laina on the concrete, laughing and moaning;
Lexi doubled over with laughter;
I stagger in between laughs and squeals,
hunting always for danger,
until I, too, reach safety.

Drawing deep breaths in between lingering giggles,
we race to the car and pile in.
What did I step on?
“Mom, it’s a snake,” Laina declares. Lexi agrees.
It was flat. Slippery and flat. And it moved.
We ponder the dark possibilities.

I want to see…
“I wanna go home,” Laina wails. “I’m exhausted and sore.”
“I’m game if we stop for shakes,” Lexi adds.

The image of the moon beckons
like a journey too long denied.
Determined to capture a photo of the beauty,
we embark on our own adventure:
chasing moonlight.
 
Down roads,
around houses,
through neighborhoods,
we drive,
capturing glimpses of the round moon.
 

Who else do you know who chases the moon?
“Just you."
My mom would.
I roll down the window;
at another peep of the moon,
I let loose a long howl.
The moon peeks,
creamy and cold;
the moon winks;
brilliant and bright.

We park at a friend’s place near a golf course,
snap photographs
over the alligator infested river
through the light fog, and
the moon sparkles
luminous and low,
so low we reach out and grab hold
of moonlight,
of promise and hope and
of all things lovely and new and good.
 

Friday, August 31, 2012

So Glad You Came



   

          17-year-old Astrid grabs me in a tight hug that lasts for five minutes.  With her Hollister tank top, Aeropostale shorts, flip flops, dark tan, and ponytail, she looks like any other Florida teen and in fact could pass as a sister of my two American daughters.  This summer, Astrid has become my honorary daughter. Tears streak down her cheeks as she sobs in clear, perfect English, “Thank you so much.  It was a perfect summer!”  I hug her close as both sadness and gratitude fill my heart.  I tell her that I don’t want her to leave and am so glad she came.
          Lexi and Laina each take two or three turns to hug her goodbye.  “We will see you again someday,” they vow.  Still, she cannot leave and opens her arms wide.  “Come here,” she instructs, and all four of us gather into a family bear hug.  “Thank you.  I had so much fun.  I love you.  You are a wonderful family.”
          We air-kiss, the French way, and she enters the vehicle that takes her away from us and back towards France. 
          I gather my girls close to comfort them as we enter our suddenly too-empty house.  After tears run dry, we play songs from the summer and sing aloud, almost shouting the words:  “The sun goes down, the stars come out, and all that counts is here and now.  My universe will never be the same.  I’m glad you came.  So glad you came.”  
          We trade stories, sharing and remembering our favorite moments with Astrid:  tubing the springs at Kelly Park, eating the special meal the girls planned and I cooked on Independence Day, watching fireworks over the Indian River, frolicking for beach photo shoots, shopping at Vero Beach, swimming in the tide pool at Sebastian Inlet, eating fresh-picked mangoes.  We upload photos and celebrate the memories: kayaking in the Banana River with dolphins, watching the Manatee baseball game, dancing with Evolution, enjoying a day at Sea World and Wet N Wild, goofing off at a sleepover. 
          We all three agree:  even though we are extremely sad to say goodbye, we would not trade the experience for anything.  We have all learned so much.  “I love it!” and “It’s amazing!” are two of her favorite expressions, and her enthusiasm has infused us with energy and light.
          How is it that we are so lucky?  Why have we been so blessed?